Of memories and how they eat us

Three months into the new year. Everyone getting used to 2013? I am. It's like every other year. So yeah, semester break is....kinda laid back. I'm just reading novels and reading more novels and doing some doodles. Nothing much to do (none that I can come up with that is). 

Back to the main title. When I'm bored I sometimes tend to think. Have you ever felt the overwhelming flow of memories that happens when you keep on thinking and remembering? Yeah, some reason I've been thinking and going down memory lane. Good or bad memories, don't ask. That's how I came up with this doodle a long while back...which was a four parter of what I was thinking. Oh well, here you go.

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Holding on to what I think is safe
I was afraid
If I was wrong
Am I brave enough to let you in?
What is it that you see in me?
Without me on your mind
You could have lived a different life

[~01~]

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I..hate going down memory lane. Nuff' said.

P.S: Emo...maybe, maybe not.

Cheers all!

Of souvenirs and missing

So here I am again. Posting again. Cause..I just wanna post (makes myself sound hardworking..*shot*). Anyway, hope everything's fine over wherever you are, cause I'm totally enjoying my rest period. Why? Cause I'm on SEMESTER BREAK! BAHAHAHAAH. .___. It's actually very boring. Trust me. With no plans...even if there was plans...there's no $$ (Life of a student). Why my predicament...due to irregular class hours, there's no time to get a part time job. Then my allowance, it all goes to college, travel, transport, survival (meals I mean), and some other college materials. Sigh....But oh well, that's not what I wanted to talk about today.

Remember my last post? Yeah, she's finally back! I'm so glad too. Even got to meet her the next day after she got back and she got me some stuff. I missed her, not much a little minimally.....a lot? Some of the stuff that happened over at facebook...while she was away.

[Day 1]
So begins my week. Sunday. She's off to her holiday. Tossed a little and her sweater didn't help much. I guess, yeah..I missed talking into the late night with her.

[Day 2]
Been reading, talking with people. She came on and...I wasn't home to chat. She left a message though, and I left her one too. Miss her but slowly getting used to it. Finally felt what she felt when I went on a holiday.

[Day 3]
Day three without her around. Nothing much. Doing my revision for final exam for this semester. Read the notes, revised a bit. Chatted with some people. Sigh...ok, who am I kidding. I miss her. A lot. She came on to chat and that makes it..4 days to go =) Oh joy.

[Day4]
Yes, it's kinda becoming like a diary. That only lasts a week though. So, today was marketing exam. Didn't do much. Found this new game/app for iPad, android and iPhone. Elphis. Kinda Maple-like. Very nostalgic. I still miss her but it's just another three days to go. Oh, and she didn't get to ride on sheeps...pity.

[Day 5]
It's finally day 5. She came on in the morning, managed to catch her for a brief moment. She got her results for SPM today too. Checked it via SMS for her since she's over in another country. It wasn't bad. I'd say she did well. She didn't seem dejected, neither was she elated. Prepared for Moral and History paper. Finally it's gonna be done and over with. Two days to go. =)

[Day 6]
It's finally today. She's back. Also my last diary-like post. :)

It wasn't really that bad..when she wasn't around, cause she still came online to chat for a bit. So she came back with some candy for me (she knows me so well TwT) Cannndddyyyyyyyyyy

Two bags of eucalyptus candy and...some egg like...chewing gum. She told me the shopkeeper told her that it's not as hard as it looks...or feel. But....It feels pretty damn hard when I held it. Here's some pictures of what she got me =)

Tasty, sweet, cooling eucalyptus candy and that hard-egg-chewing-gum-thingy

It's the size of my..ok almost the size of my palm.

That's..the first time seeing a chewing gum that huge. Oh well, gonna try eating it later..some time this week.

Yeah, long post with just two pictures +)

Cheers all =D

Of exams and holidays

So, it's been a month. As usual. Procrastination.

How's everyone I wonder? Life for me is pretty much the same. Ending my semester soon and currently facing the final papers of this semester's subjects. Just when I thought I'm done with history and such from highschool and SPM (that's Sijil Pengajian Malaysia. Like somekind of final paper to test your knowledge of highschool life. For people who have no idea). Worst still, they even scaled it down to just Malaysian history. I mean, it wouldn't be so bad if it was about the world. War, World War, why this country hated that country, why this country invaded that country. Those kinds of things would've made history a little more interesting no? With the blood and gore and bombs and decapitated bodie- *cough* I mean the carnage and disaster and how the world rebuilt itself. That's real education. I'mma..stone. *turns to rock*

Sigh...Can't complain much anymore now. Just took my Marketing Principles paper today, and..I don't have high hopes. At the most B+?    >__< Sorry mom. Next is Moral and History..Malaysian History. With that done, I'll be free on holiday! Semester break and I get two weeks off. Time to catch up on sleep and enjoying myself lazing about. Speaking of which, holidays.

My dearest girlfriend went to Australia for her holiday. For a week. For...one...whole week. One whole long week. Seven days. 168 hours. 

.___. Yes. I miss her. A lot. 

But with exams on my mind, I can't think about her much, except when I do..GAAAHHHH I MISS HER QAQ

Before she left, she left me one of her sweater. Her favorite sweater so I can hug it if I miss her too much. *hugs sweater* IT'S JUST NOT THE SAMMMMEEEE Q_Q

She said cause I gave her mine, she thought I should have one of hers. I don't mind really except for the fact it won't fit but mine can...fit her I mean. Speaking of which, this was awhile back but her mom actually bought a sweater for me.

The grey one. It's comfy too.

So, her mom had this idea to get me and my girlfriend matching sweaters. Matching red sweaters mind you. But then, since I already had a red one, my girlfriend told her mom that, and so she got a red one and I got a grey one. =I

So much for matching though I can't complain much cause it's a gift and it's very comfortable too! Definitely going into the list of my favorite sweaters. There's four of them in my list so far, and that's because, I only have four not including this. =D So I love them all comfy sweaters! Thanks again aunty! Thanks so so so much!

And another picture on sweater

They look...kinda matching despite the color o_o

Ignore the messy bed, the black and grey one. That's my girlfriend's. =)
Anyway, come back safely and swiftly to me Q____Q I miss you lots.

Cheers!

Stay tuned for more...I hope