So it is

One week and that's seven days, which is 168 hours, in turn makes it 10080 minutes, meaning 604800 seconds. Yeah, this is another post alright.

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There was "nothing" wrong, therefore "nothing" to talk about. That was what he kep repeating to himself in his thoughts. He had been indifferent. He had been cold. He had tried to cover it by momentarily showing warmth. He had acted responsive. He didn't like it. His true feelings eventually resurfaced again. Even Shina could tell something was wrong.

"What's wrong?" Shina had asked him a few times.

To which he would reply, "Nothing. Nothing at all."

Because it was "true". Because it was what she herself had told him. He had asked, and he had gotten his answer. Even if Shina was going to keep asking him if anything is wrong, he could only answer that there was nothing wrong at all. There was that one time, he was on his way home from purchasing supplies for a trip to the mountains. He turned a corner and saw Shina and Menx. They didn't notice him and he just turned and stayed behind that corner. He didn't mean to eavesdrop but what he heard made his blood boil.

"Hey, this may a little late and all, for the long period it is, but I'll just say I'm sorry." Vale heard Menx telling Shina.

"Oh, it's fine really. Don't have to worry about it." Shina replied.

"That still doesn't make it fine with me." Menx had said.

"No, really, it's fine. I don't hold grudges anyway." Shina told Menx.

This feeling of hatred was new to Vale. He was one who never held grudges. Always after sleeping it off, he would forget about any problems he might have with anyone and it was all fine. No grudge, no hate, no ill feelings whatsoever. It was different for Menx. He was the one person he never could forgive. Maybe for all the things he had said, and the things he did and promised and claimed, only turn his back against all those. This was one person Vale could not forgive. For he had apologized twice on occasion that was never really his fault. Only that Menx was making it such a big deal that Vale had took the blame for the sake of friendship. Rather than facing the issue, Menx had avoided and pushed the problems aside. 

This feeling of hatred embedded itself within Vale and eventually, the less he had to do with Menx, the better. Anyone he knows who knew Menx, as long as they didn't bring the Menx up, it was all fine. However, for someone like Shina, who knew clearly how he felt about this to do something like this and yet hide it from him, it fueled his hatred even more.

He stared at the dices in front of him which he was rolling absent-mindedly earlier. He had given her the chance to tell him. She probably didn't know that he already knew about this. Maybe she forgot, maybe she wanted to hide this, he did not know. He knew he had asked, and she had hid this knowledge. He only knows that now, it's all up to time and fate to decide. If this keeps on, he would be the one to walk away. Not because he hated Shina, but because of the hatred within him that it clouded over his heart.

They say, "Hate and Love are separated by a thin line." They forgot to mention that Love and Hate are one and the same. It was only the feeling behind them that determines the outcome. So he would let the dice roll for a little longer. Let this Game of Life go on for a little longer.

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Till next time.

Let it be

The return after a long absence and this is not gonna be a happy post.

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"Is there something....you need to tell me?" Vale asked.

"No. Nothing I guess?" Shina answered without a hint of hesitation.

They were together for over a year now, and yet..... Vale could only calm himself and said, "Okay, so be it."

He wasn't going to pursue the matter. If that's the way Shina wanted to do this, then he would let it be. He continued walking ahead as Shina slowly followed him from behind. This wasn't the first time, and probably wouldn't be the last.

It was always this way for as long as Vale could remember. He wasn't even sure whether she did this intentionally or whether she was just really clueless. He remembered their discussion months back. He recalled how they both said, "He's an asshole" and they both agreed. The one they were both referring to was Menx.

Menx was a friend of theirs back when they were still in training. The three of them would occasionally meet and talk. But everything changed when Vale and Shina pulled a prank. Menx just cut them off from then, on the basis that he just couldn't take it anymore.

But just a mere few days ago, Vale couldn't believe his eyes. Shina and Menx were both talking and hanging out at a cafe. It was a coincidence that he saw and decided not to intrude on them. He thought maybe the fact that they were talking again had slipped her mind and she forgot to tell him, but he felt betrayed. As far as he recalled they both shared the same hatred.

Menx was the one man he will not forgive, not till he personally apologized. This was one grudge he would hold. Because he had already taken the initiative to apologize. Twice. In which cicumstances had that he was never at fault. If even Shina was keeping this from him, even after he gave her the chance to explain, then he would remain this way. Since there was "nothing" wrong, then there was "nothing" for him to talk about.

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I'll just cut it off there for now, maybe I'll continue the story again.

Toodles.

A year. 365 days.

Hi people! Been a while since my last post. Anyway, My exhibition semester ended. Now waiting for the results. Internship coming up next and I am excited. =D

So anyway, the main topic for the post title. This marks the day, a year ago, that I confessed to my girlfriend. Lo and behold, a year has passed and we're still together dear. =) We've been through so much. There was those times where we argued. We had our cold wars. We apologized. We made up. That's what it meant to be together. We also had our happy times. Where we smiled, laughed, and enjoyed each others company. It's not always that I get to see her. Mostly it's through webcam (The joy of technology advancement). 

The hours spent on travelling just to meet her all the way from Kajang to Damansara via public transport. It all just seemed worth it just to get to spend the time together with her. It's because of that, we value the time we have together. 

We share the same hobbies. Which was cosplay. Maybe it was this mutual interest that got us both together. We've cosplayed together, couple, and group. But as time passed, we learnt more about each others interests and realized we have quite a few things in common. We both accepted each other the way we are. =)

So here's to a great year for us, and a better year ahead! =)

I love you dear. <3

Love you for being by my side and always there for me. =)

365 days(or so), from that day.

 Hey! New post update. Today's date, was a special date for me. It was a year ago on this date, June 10th, that I met someone who changed me little or more, into a different person.

It was this date, about a year ago. I was attending AFA MY as a cosplayer. It was also this day that brought on many changes to me. I still remember how it was then.

I spotted her amongst the people at the M.V.P booth. She was cosplaying as Senbonzakura Miku, and I as Akaito default. We didn't exchange a lot of words, just a simple "May I take a photo of you?" and "Thank You." Little did I know, that this meeting would bring about a whole new change to my life. We started talking a few days later. It was nice and enjoyable talking with her, with her little smiles and reaction to my random hyper acts. Then there was movie night, where we watched a movie together via webcam. I remember...it was Pokemon Jirachi the Wish Maker.

We had an outing together, and then there was Bon Odori. Walking around and dancing with her in the crowd, that was a different experience for me. Then August came, and that was when I asked her to be my girlfriend. We have had our ups and downs, happy times, down times. Then came prom. The night where everyone was dressed up splendidly and in their best. Cosplaying together at Comic Fiesta as a group and with a partner, was also a new experience for me with her.

Now almost a year has passed since our meeting. I still feel the same as the day I asked you to be my girlfriend. I love you dear.

Not dead...yet

Wow. Been like two months since I last posted? I think. Can't even keep track of that anymore. First off, college. Tough semester. Portfolio exhibition and whatnot. Stuck doing work for my portfolio. Doesn't help that I have to head to college for a simple consultation and that's it. I spend one and a half hour travelling to college, for a consultation that's like one hour or so and then head back. Feels like wasted time and money. This semester...has got to end. Here's a part of my work. It was for Gatsby. No not the movie Gatsby.

Part of my portfolio. Tadaaaaaa~

That's that. Oh! I went to Legoland. It was....nostalgic. All my childhood memories.

Must. Resist. Temptation. To. Squeal. 

*SQUEALLLLLLSSSSSS* 

Oh my childhood. I still remember building stuff from blocks. Pretending to be some medieval soldier, dragon rider, underwater explorer, race car driver, space cadet....you name it. Lego was a big part of my childhood. All those lovely memories that I was once innocent (not that I'm not now). Truly a worth it trip. More on Legoland soon =)

Cheers~

Vincent

The 2nd decade of my life

Hey people! Today..wait. Yesterday or to be more accurate, 43 minutes ago, I just passed the two decade line of my life. *epic music plays* Oh that moment. That special moment. To know you lived two decades and counting and all. Life...*tears* is so precious! XD

Oh well, a bit about my day. It was pretty much normal, the usual. Woke up at 11 or so...being a Sunday. Cake and went and met up with some friends. I celebrated my birthday this year a tad bit earlier with my dear girlfriend. It was at an event a week or so back. So she decided to surprise me with a cake. Well, I was surprised (wait what am I even saying ._.). She bought a Blackforest cake for me and also celebrated with me along with some other friends. Thanks for the cake dear =)

Here's a picture.

That's the cake. And Me.

So yeah, that's me. That's the cake. What was I doing? I was about to take the candle out with my mouth. Why? No idea... some kind of dare maybe? Haha, no worries, the cake wasn't polluted by my face. An item on my wishlist got fulfilled again on my birthday =)

A present from my dad.

Xperia V. V for Vincent.

Yeah, welcome to the smartphone era, Me. Oh God, the feeling of button-less messaging. I mean, that button pressing/mashing feeling..it's gone. Sentimental in a way. Really sentimental.

Screen. Just screen

That Sexy ARC

Yeap, the only buttons present left is the lock screen button and the volume increase/decrease button. I am sadly still getting used to it. getting used to having a phone that's slightly smarter than me in a way. Getting used to a phone that's button-less. OH! With this phone...my collection of Sony items just increased.

Those Sony things!

Oh oh! My girlfriend got me/made me something as well. =)

A jar of candy =)

A replica of The Brotherhood from Final Fantasy

The candy was nice, and the replica was...cute and awesome =D

She made it out of Sculpey. Some oven bake clay. I could see her effort and the details on it. I appreciate it dear. She even sent me a birthday song on WeChat. Went something like this:

"Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to my dear dear~
Happy Birthday to you~
*muack*"

So.The.Very.Cute. Too bad I couldn't save it, or download it. But they had an option to make it into a ringtone though. Which.I.Might.Just.Do. =P

So yeah, and to end my post today, here's a picture of me and my cake =D

It was a Strawberry Shortcake

Lovely cake it was =)

Cheers all~

Vincent =)

Part 2...Of Another Prank

As promised, part 2 is revealed. Well, before heading on to it and all, I'mjust gonna say if you don't like waht you're reading, stop reading. Simple. =) I didn't hold a gun or a knife point at you and forced you to read.

So, it was April 1st. And April 1st was coming to an end. Real fast. Scrolling through Facebook, I saw numerous posts attempting (Or maybe not) to prank and fool...with countless friends getting into relatonships, and pictures of smashed prized possessions, and lots of other posts on misguided trust and butthurt over being pranked. I myself personally already did a prank on my girlfriend earlier was just thinking oh well, already did one prank for this year...I'mma ignore and chill out of this one (That's..what I thought). Everytime April Fool's comes around, I automatically become more skeptical and cautious around even my best friends.

SO, there I was sitting, and chatting with my dear dear, and all of a sudden this wild thought pop into my head. I asked my girlfriend whether she'd wanna do a prank together, and she was like...I was just thinking about that. So I asked her, whether she was thinking the same thing I was...to which she answered yes. Oh the genius psychic she is  (¬､¬) she easily reads through my mind. It was:

"A Fake Argument Break Up - thingy"

Yeah, so we set it in motion at first she was just fine with arguing and all, but I wanted to up the game, reason being, it's only once in a prank-life (is that even a word? .__. ) and, I just thought of it being my last teenage year prank. Why? Cause technically I'm supposed to be 20 this year BUUUUUTTTT my birthday hasn't passed. Therefore I am still 19... NINE- 'TEEN'......*mumbles* plus.....I was gonna end my teen year with a bang. Cause as of April 1st, it was 20 days to 20th for me. We pulled off the argument prank, and for a moment she was actually doing it so good, I nearly ate my own prank and believed it was actually happening. Oh God....What kind of prankster falls for his own pranks!?  Oh...wait....me  （；¬＿¬)

So, some of our friends ate it, some didn't, and some were....teethering on the fence unsure of whether to believe it or not. And by 12 as of the end of April 1st....it was revelation. So yeah, I must say it was a successful prank nevertheless and....SORRY GUYSSSSS >__<  Hahaha  but you got fooled. *shot*

A note though, I will never ever post personal issues on Facebook e.g. Relationship issues, and whatnot. Another note, I won't use the same pranks twice. =)

Cheers all and...up next

Turning 20

Vincent~